lost words dont ever come back do they?

so basically im in a pretty freaking weird mood. i have no idea what is going anywhere. no reason why. i just dont! its just so s t r a n g e.


""""we're only liars, but we're the best.""""


what what what. life? what?

i kind of want to leave.

leave where u say?


no freaking idea. i need to figure out what the hell i am doing here.


i have the strange feeling ive suddenly become everything i hate.


""""ive got headaches. and bad luck, but they couldnt touch u no""""


I CAN LISTEN TO THE ENTIRE FALL OUT BOY CD ONLINE FOR FREAKING FREE.

AND I AM SO IN LOVE WITH IT.


ive had so much caffeine lately.

SO.

the ghost of you video supossedly is out in the UK.

AND.

the ghost of you supossedly comes out TOMORROW in the US.


----I MAY DIE I AM THAT EXCITED----


ALSO.

mcr/the used under pressure cover: AMAZING. gerard has the most amazing voice ever. its so hott. it sounds really good.

i heard that mikey way plays the tambourine instead of bass.

i say:

SWEET MIKEY WAY!


what.do.i.do.now.?.


.....listen.to.some.more.FALL.OUT.BOY.....



""""""ILL BE YOUR BEST KEPT SECRET AND YOUR BIGGEST MISTAKE""""""


i.give.up.

so basically:

*I* am pointless.



YEAH FREAKING COOL.



vamos a descubrir lo que voy a hacer con mi vida.

AYE. porque yo no FREAKING se.

quiero a hacer algo que es importante. como que??????

me encanta musica, pero a veces yo no se cuanto son.

bastantes a lo hace por mi vida entera?

no.





ya i need a life.


or caffeine.


what did i do last time i was like this?


oh YEAH.


i know.

lets go freakin draw something pretty then not sleep.

yeah thats cool.

its only 10:20.

now its only 10:22.

also cool.

except that THIS clock is wrong. its actually later. ive missed a lot of good shows thanks to this clock thats WRONG.

now its "10:23"! ha! we can laugh because we know its WRONG! whoops a "minute" passed!

what should i do?

i guess ill go upstairs and figure something out.

maybe i'll write something.

maybe i'll break something.

maybe i'll draw something.

o shoot i missed 7th ave. drop with FALL OUT BOY. shoot. 10:25 triggered that little peice de informacione.

who am i kidding? i dont care. i just do not. pshhhhhh ya i do. shut up.


theres only one minute left on this cd. ive been writing here for aproximately 42 minutes and 59 seconds.

pathetic?

i like to think not.






lets party.





have a sweet night, livejournalers.